- Setting : Unique’s bedroom ❦

- I had left school immediately after that incident , i did not want to stay around all those kids cause i knew what i was capable of doing if anybody dared to mess with me again. i was going to leave all my shit in the café, but one of the lunch maids had told me to make sure i cleaned up the mess. i shot her a nasty look as i picked up all my shit and dump it all in the trash, fuck it all. since they took my metro card i had went to the office to report a stolen metro card and the women told me i had to wait a week to get a new one.. bus drivers were rude over here and would not hesitate to tell kids to get off the bus if they did not have a metro card so i did not even bother to give it a try, i just walked my ass home .. all 46 blocks.

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- By the time i got home to a empty house, i was tired as fuck but also glad as hell because my mother or her mother wouldn’t bother or annoy me for a while.. i laid in my bed, shortly after drifting into a deep sleep… only to be woken up 30 mintues later.. FML !

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- I heard a knock on my door .. shortly after my mothers face peeked threw the door before actually coming in .. i silently sucked my teeth. ” Your school called and said your ass cut 7th and 8th period, why did you cut? where did you go? and why you didn’t stay your scrawny narrow ass in school ? “ she asked as she stared at me in disgust. ” I did not feel well “ i said lowly , now sitting up as my eyes drifted away from her eyes and looked towards my wall .. i would not dare tell her the truth cause she would probably dead laugh in my face then whoop my ass for coming home and not staying in school because of it. ” i did not feel well “ she mimicked me. ” Your such a bad liar, you probably had a dude come over in my house you little dirty broad “ she continued as she walked over to my bed where i sat and gave me a sharp hard smack to the face.. i did not cry, i don’t cry.. ever. ” I’m sorry mo—- “ i quickly held my tongue from calling her ” Mom “ because it would just piss her off more and she’ll probably slap me again .. as if i said something bad. ” You better not call me mom , because you already know your no god damn child of mines bitch “ she spat out towards my way as she stared at me with pure hatred.  ” Go make your self a little useful and go wash all them dishes in the dishwasher and vacuum the whole house, then go sweep the driveway and wash my Mitsubishi and my moms Dodge before i get back from getting my hair appointment and nail salon “ she said. i nodded my head as i still held my stinging face, she walked out slamming my door behind her.. i just sat there for the next 5 minutes when i heard the front door close, meaning she left and im pretty sure she told her ” Mother “ with her. I quickly got up slipped into some bleach stained sweats which was my only pair of shorts that i owned.. i had these shits for about 3 years now and a wife beater as i proceeded on to do my chores. 

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- What the hell was the point of her owning a dish washer if she was going to make me hand wash the dishes ? i thought as i stood staring at the opened dishwasher only to discover that the dishes were clean but she had poured soap on them just to make me re-wash them. she had woke me up 4:40 am this morning to wash every single dish in the cupboards just because ” I have no life “ and ” All i do is sleep “ .. i sighed as i got started. 20 minutes i was done re-washing the dishes and placing them all back in there original places in the cabinets. i vacuumed everywhere, both of their bedrooms, living room , hallways and every other place that had carpets on it. i swept up the driveway just as she said and finished off my chores by washing their 2 cars that were parked in the garage. i made sure to scrum every single part on the cars. by the time i was done i was exhausted. i walked back into the house, fixed a couple of things that didn’t look right or out of place and finally collapsed my tired, worn-out body on the couch dozing off.

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 - I was woken up to a shoe connecting to my head twice, i shot right up off the couch falling to the floor quickly rising back up on to my feet. my mom’s mother stood in front of me with her jimmy choo three inch black glitter peep toe platform pumps, was she trying to give me brain damage? i thought as she just stood and stared at me with no expression on her face.. like mother like daughter i thought. ” Why the hell are you sleeping on my couch you fool? “ she finally yelled out, my mother walked out the kitchen with a domino’s pizza box in her hand as she sat on the love seat.. her and her mother now both staring at me waiting to answer her question. ” I-i-m sorry , i just dozed off by accident “ i said . ” You dumb little bitch , get the fuck out of my face and go somewhere your wanted “ her remark did not shock or hurt me one bit. i quickly walked away, i obviously wasn’t wanted here . i don’t know why i stayed around and let them torture my ass. i had no where to go. no other family that i knew of and no friends either. i was really a piece of shit, a nobody. 

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- I sat up on my ripped up, color stained bed which had no bed sheets on it. i did not even have a pillow… at least it was better then the welcome mat she used to make me sleep on. ” What should i do? “ i sat quietly to myself as i looked around my “ Room ” which was one of those bathrooms that only had a sink and toilet in it but the sink and toilet was no longer in it.. so it was made my ” Room “. i only had a dresser, bed and a window. i did not want to stay here any longer .. i had to leave.. should i go to a shelter ? or better yet, just kill myself?

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